I miss school. But well I'm not returning to that school anymore as homeworks, demerits? Lol.

Just wish my friends in Form6 good luck then =D

Now I'm looking for work!!! I need to work on the same time think of what should I study next year as i plan to continue my studies. =D

And i wanna learn driving!! *i got my license ady but cause i always accident so i don dare to drive ady* tsk!

GoodBye

Stressed for so long, think for so long. Finally decision were made.

What a big decision that kinda scare me too.

I've decided to quit form6 and go for work till my course starts.

How if i got addicted to work and don't wanna study anymore?

How if i suddenly doesn't wanna study nursing?

So many possibility and changes can happen anytime.

Hmph. Just hope that I wont regret.

Whole class said that it's so sudden that i decide to quit form6. NO!

I think bout it for quite some time already.

And i really seriously cant cope with the subjects.

So freakin difficult. Teachers teach like they're going for Olympics.

Rush like hell. Start school less than 2 months physics finish 6 chapters dy

and i totally don't know what is she teaching. LOL!!

Anyway good luck to me then =D

"Your blog is full of webs", my gurl said that.
LOL!! So im here to clean up the webs.

So i start my school dy, as a Form6 student in St Thom.
Honestly, st mary is much better that st thom cause st mary we don't have so much staircase and we also don't have to do clean up every week!!
Anyway i get used to my class dy, as the students in my class are really really nice and friendly.

Form6 life are freakin hard!! Yet as a science side student!! I took physics. They sucks. I've deleted everything outta my mind RIGHT after spm finish okay.
So whenever now teacher talk bout physics and chem, im really blur. hahaah.
And that day we have er... Maths T test. 33 full mark, i got 2!! wtf thats why i don like add maths since last last last time T_T

I applied for art stream dy, but need two months then the government will approve.
Feel like staying in sc3 lo. Tsk.
St thom actually has the same rule as st mary. This this that that.


Next, i'm really wondering what am i actually stress about nyeh!
Recently health really getting worst. Yet almost get drown in the pool last week. *phew*




i dono update what liao. so many secret. haha

Dream crushed

How much I wish to actually study nursing. And decided dy. But today, i met my aunt who got cancer, and she had a tube out from her chest there. She told me when they clean the tube for her, she hurts. I cried cause I was wondering since the patient is in pain, how can you actually make her in pain again?! Mum was saying me that im bad, but my heart is soft. And i don suits to be a nurse. So well, I give up my dream as a nurse. But I never plan to study other course, so i got no place to go now. People are telling me "since you're good in maths, then take account. then take QS". BUT im not interested in them! Gosh.

*My Blog Always Died Halfway*

I'm always lazy to update my blog tho there's alot to say
but super lazy to actually typed them out. LOL.

I got no idea of since when I start to get addicted on
online shopping. And I really spent alot this month on them.
Bout almost RM300 (on lens, clothes and so on).
So now my purse is 0 in the same time it's NEGATIVE.

Mum's birthday is coming soon, but she's in KL that time
So i gotta bake a cheese cake for her as a surprise.
But gosh! I got no money for ingredients =D

Make-up are great! Tho I didn't try. But I was shocked
When I watch the video of Taiwanese before and after make-up.
It's exaggerate! Omg they are seriously pretty when they
make-up but they're scary without make-up!
No wonder people said that natural are the prettiest. xD

Er.. All my friends should know that I hardly talk to my dad or can even say NEVER. Lol. I only greet him once a day sometimes i didn't even do that.


Last night was the first time I sat down and speak to him. Asking bout the Melbourne Collage I wanna go. So his answer was just UP TO YOU. Tho its just a few minute (maybe not until 2 minute) but i still really felt touched. Lol. I never think that I'd really sit down one day talking to him. Altho he didn't even look at me la. Tsk~

Right.
Who the hell on earth that doesn't wanna help me to find collage when I ask them to just arrange and I just go study?
Who the hell on earth that ask me to find collage by myself?
Who the hell on earth that ask me to search for Australia collage?
And now I found.
So who the hell on earth now doesn't wanna let me to study there?

I really don't understand what the hell adults are thinking. Darn.
They always go like this then like that. Very fun is it?
I told my parents I don't wanna go Form6 and Sg. And right. I told my dad i wanna go Adelaide and he said ok. When my mum is back, everything goes to NO. Wtf.


Can just shut up and let me choose? I'm no more in Form5 and I want my own freedom la please! Life after Form5 are so called NONE OF UR BUSINESS.