♥ Decision are made and set ♥

I went to MMS today. For more information for nursing collage. Who knows the answer I get from them are "I'm not sure wor. You've to check online". What type of agent is this? Swt to max. Was considering bout KDU Collage in Penang. So my mum said okay, will bring me to register tomorrow. But she seems like want me to go Sg super much. So I think. Then i decided to study Form6 first. On the same time apply for nursing in Sg. So everything planned and set! So no more worries. =D

Just went swimming at MBKS swimming pool just now and okay!!

I gave the lady students' price. Then she keep look at me and asked 'are u student?'

WTF.

23rd Feb

1 week after CNY, i then got my driving test. Instructor picked me up at 630 together with Ernie. Though got scolded by the Stupid Mr.9 (JPJ), but haih. At least i passed. Mr Gan always said drive below 60. Who knows the test time gotta drive 60 above. WTF. So scary. Mr. 9 gave me 16/20. Chun chun pass la. LOL

4 days later Mr Gan text me and then passed me my license and P. Great!! But useless for me to get my license where I DON EVEN DARE TO DRIVE. Wth me.

11 March

The day SPM result are released. woke up at 6am and can't get into sleep dy. I reached school at 940am. Was feeling so ZOMG kan chiong ba!! Pn Susi told us that two people from my class fail BM, where make me more scare and thinking will i be the one. LUCKILY NOT! I passed all ^^

Can see dao my results kns lo. But haih. Pass ok de. Yet get 2A's. Since now results are out, gotta decide where to go now. But seriously, no idea. I'd seen no lights in front of me. Nothing lead way. Shall i go form6 or A-level? Or foundation? TSK

没用的我

原本想说离开家里，离开家人 不用让他们管得严严的 因为我没和他们说话的。 结果我好像错了。就算没说话，还是会想。我妈今天早上去KL了。到下礼拜才回来。虽然家里有爸爸 妹妹，还是会哭 会想妈妈。

这样的我，能出去读书吗？我真的不知道丫~如果真的不能该怎么办？突然觉得自己好没用 什么都怕。自己到底在搞什么都不懂啊！

自己。。。怎么了？

进入2010年了， 我也该长大了 不该还那么像小孩子了。感觉看看身边的人都那么自由，自己却还被家人关在家里真的让我很讨厌他们。一心想离开家，去外面读书 越远越好。但毕竟家里是我长大的地方。离开这里去外面 应该会很辛苦吧？真的真的好想对着爸妈说 “你们可不可以不要管我 让我出去啊？！” 我讨厌这种感觉。在这样的家，只会让我一心想学坏而已。

现在的我也不懂怎么搞的。每天睡觉前一定会大哭。真的真的不想再哭了！好想巴巴一下自己 让自己清醒丫～！每天过着脑海里空空的日子 感觉好像人不像人一样。自己到底怎么了？好讨厌现在的我啊。 跟废人没两样。

Tortured?

Was working today. But then ran off halfway. Lon picked me up as i promised him to let him to mess up my hair today. And er okay? He said he totally forgot that need to make up and its FANTASY makeup. So there, the 4 guys start playing with all those stuff. And got my face like this!

Look like ITU ITU ba. =X

And everything goes so kelam kabut. LOL. And we ended everything and poooffff... Off we went for lunch. At SCR. First time in my life, when I enter SCR, the waiter and waitress didn't come for orders ba!! LOL. And can see that they don't like the 5 of us. Most probably Lon. hahaha. Cause he looks like a peacock? LOL!!