How much I wish to actually study nursing. And decided dy. But today, i met my aunt who got cancer, and she had a tube out from her chest there. She told me when they clean the tube for her, she hurts. I cried cause I was wondering since the patient is in pain, how can you actually make her in pain again?! Mum was saying me that im bad, but my heart is soft. And i don suits to be a nurse. So well, I give up my dream as a nurse. But I never plan to study other course, so i got no place to go now. People are telling me "since you're good in maths, then take account. then take QS". BUT im not interested in them! Gosh.
